2:15 AM
Friday, May 23, 2014
funny how i didn't mingle around during my lasalle days, still that awkward phat girl,
not gonna try faking and pleasing everyone, its so tiring. thankful for the few close ones i made since year 1 though. that feeling when u see news feed of everyone else's photos. It happens, life goes on.
6:37 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2014
4:40 AM
Sunday, May 11, 2014
i haven felt this sense of satisfaction, victory and pure happiness in a while,
i'd like to believe that this isn't my doings, all credits to the lord, thank u thank u thank u!
in the beginning, it was one of those days where i woke up on the wrong side of bed,
freaking overslept for the workshop and just kept hoping for the day to end quickly, but who would have thought,the sleep on it idea and my parkinson's idea that took me a very long time to come out with at the last minute, got me an internship spot in lowe and partners at the end of day!!!! even though i rly don't know if i will take it, but the thought of having it feels so damn good. like all that hardwork paid off. if i could i would hug issa, and we could scrream and jump the whole day!!!
i think everything happens for a reason, because seriously i wasnt expecting to get it AT ALL,
i even gave up on ideating and went to zouk the night before, thats how much i knew i wasn't gna get it.
today is one day i will never forget and strive for again, i cannot be a complacent asshole!
sometimes i rly wonder if this career path is the right one for me, today is one such day i feel its meant to be. i feel so happy for believing in my weird ideas. so so happy, i smiled all night, I'm gna smile to sleep. gd night